three years ago today i was sitting in the bathtub for a very long time.

also, i have been thinking a lot about sad things today (like assembly lines and tabarly) even though the sky was so blue.

i am having very bad luck this week and i think it is because i bought a cursed red blazer from a thrift store a few days ago. (i believe it belonged to a very bad person, like maybe a conquistador or rick from degrassi.) i have no proof that this is the cause of my misfortune, but i will be getting rid of it tomorrow, and also throwing a lot of coins into fountains and homeless people's coffee cups for good measure. (if that doesn't work, i will be creating a wall collage of people who were / are unluckier than i, like this one girl who got disqualified from australia's next top model for lightly choking another contestant.)

a song for looking at a deer in the dark