(paper towel + rubber band = DIY first aid kit)

"in order to be consciously tame or domesticated, one had to have lived in the wilderness. one could know what inside meant only if one had once been outside."

mer weinech s'huus abdecke.
mer weinech uferwecke.

from 5.18.2015, 2:53pm: "everything feels bad today. i watched game of thrones and all of the bad people are winning. it made me feel like all of the bad people were winning in real life, too. i just killed a spider and its guts are still on the wall. i bought two beers even though they were out of what i like."

from october 14, 2015: “i am sitting with my dad in a hospice center and he is asleep. (his mouth is open, and it reminds me of boris karloff in frankenstein.) we are listening to nick drake; this is the third time that 'river man' has played. a nature special is muted on TV (a lion just killed a wildebeest), and there is a family weeping in spanish across the hall.”