6.29.2017, unknown time of day

"i was laughing and crying while i apologized, and i pretended to understand the words that were said back to me, but i really only caught harlem and sincere and the warm place. (afterwards i felt like getting drunk, but i just ate some garbanzo beans instead.) anyway, i don't know what to tell you about this apart from that it's been two weeks and i am still a prison guard. i don't know when i will not be a prison guard."