12:16: pensamientos and things like that.

i really am glad to know that i lead an alternate existence unbeknownst to me in someone else's daydreams. how amazing to think that i'm having adventures or misadventures all the time, even when i'm asleep. maybe that's what they mean when they talk about alternate universes. maybe everything we imagine becomes a reality someplace else. or maybe it's like telling someone what you wished for after you've wished it; it'll never come true. maybe somebody imagined i'd be an astronaut and that's why i'll never be one. speaking of which, i'm going to wish for the worst possible thing ever to happen to me when i'm blowing out my birthday candles this year. like a shark attack or a haunted house or for ke$ha to be my best friend. then i'll tell all of you and it'll NEVER come true. beating the system, that's what that's called.