no. more. coffee. PLEASE. dear god.

i HATE fridays because i don't get off work until nine at night, so if i feel like going out right after i have to set up shop in a place like starbucks that isn't so far from dc. so i have been sitting in here for three hours and drinking so much coffee and i smell like coffee and i look like ryan atwood. whyyy. but it's making me jittery and hyper and i can't even sit still. and sometimes when i'm tired or distracted or the way that i am right now, i get certain words or phrases stuck in my head on loop. like at the beginning of the summer it was always this one: "things that i enjoy doing: nothing." i almost couldn't even remember that one because now it's "dear god..." followed by either nothing or by things like "...i hate tweens." sometimes it's not even words that get stuck it's images instead. like if i'm thinking about something i'm supposed to do and i can't think of it, the first image that pops into my head is someone building the frame of a house and hammering a nail into the wood and the sound of sawing. my brain is a weirdo. THE END.